So I'm -still- procrastinating
I'm definitely going to fail philosophy loooool

Does anyone know anything about Jean-Paul Sartre? Any ideas what his view on the existence of the soul is? I mean...I assume he doesn't believe in one, but...Urghhhhhhh. Maybe he's like Kirkegaard. I doubt it, but like...if he is, and I say he isn't, I fail?
But so far I haven't seen him talk about the soul at all. Bad faith and existentialism, but not the soul.

SO WHY DID HE COME WITH THIS TOPICCC??? FFFFFF. At least I chose Plato for my other philosopher. I mean...everything he says is about the soul. Always. EVERYTHING.


That, and Socrates molesting little boys.




Without any further ado, the thing I'm procrastinating my philosophy ISU with~


001. Real name? For all you know... Erisa Niru
002. Nickname(s)? Erisa
003. Zodiac sign? Taurus
004. Male or female? Female
005. Elementary? The one where all the crack suppliers came from. And the guys that get into knife fights. Yeah, you know the one.
006. Middle School? The failest IBT school in the north, yeah.
007. High School? We have no fucking windows??!
008. Hair color? Blonde...getting there...
009. Long or short? getting long...trying to.
010. Loud or Quiet? CN probably won't believe this, but I'm really quiet. The only time I'm loud is with you guys xD
011. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans, definitely. I don't even own sweats lol
012. Phone or Camera? I want...both... But the ones I have don't work. orz;
013. Health freak? haha, I wish. I ate so many chips today.... URGHHHHHH fatass mentality. ///wrists
014. Drink or Smoke? Drink...tea.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? I would love to...TOO BAD ALL THE CUTE GUYS IN CANADA DIED <--LOL Gordon. Yes.
016. Eat or Drink? Drink
017. Piercings? ears only
018. Tattoos? nope... lolll I love the "worst tattoos ever" site...or whatever it's called. Good stuff.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? Soooooo much. SOOOOOO much. I still can't really sleep on them, though. Except short flights. Wtf, me.
020. Been in a car accident? nope
021. Been in a fist fight? I...used to take karate. A loooong time ago. Loooooong time.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? ears...?
023. First best friend? Does not remember
025. First award? umm...piano competition. A long time ago. Low level.
026. First crush? Has been conveniently removed from my memory.
028. First big vacation? Den...mark...?

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? mum
030. Last person you texted? lolol Megan. She's pretty much the only person I text that isn't related to work
031. Last person you watched a movie with? Jill, Keita and Kakera. 9 lol
032. Last food you ate? chips. SUCH A FATASSSS xD One day I'll be healthy. ....maybe
033. Last movie you watched? Shadowlands, in philosophy. Poor CS Lewis
034. Last song you listened to? Listening to uhh Aozora (Piano Version) by Lia from Air
035. Last thing you bought? Clothes shopping on saturday...so clothes?
036. Last person you hugged? Umm....hug....is....Jill when she left Dot Con? Parents when I left the house?

FAVES:
037. Food? I don't have a specific favourite food
038. Drinks? depends on my mood... Tea a lot. FUEL OF THE COSPLAYER = COLD OVER-CAFFEINATED TEA. And diet coke.
039. Clothing? I don't have favourite clothes, either... I threw out everything I didn't like (6 year old clothes ftl)
040. Book? Howl's Moving Castle, House of Many Ways... TB novels lol I like a lot of books. I have some English-nerd ones that I love.
041. Music? I...listen to a lot of anime music lol. I'm just that fail.
042. Flower? lillies?
043. Colors? Most...colours
044. Movies? Hmm...I liked "Enlightenment Guaranteed" and... "Howl's Moving Castle" lolol (stfu, the book and movie are different =3 "The Triplets of Belleville" was good, too.
045. Shoes? Caterina boots
046. Subjects? Fashion ftw

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween (FFFFF I COULDN'T EVEN DO THAT D; Youmaconnnnn. But it was worth it. Except for the getting sick part, lol)
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation (Lol probably, all that crossplaying)
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [ ] done something you've regretted (As an existentialist, I regret nothing)
056. [?] broke a promise
057. [ ] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick
061. [x] left the country (YOUMACOOONNNN)
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [x] stayed single the whole year (OGOD WHY DO YOU MAKE THAT AN OPTION? FFF)

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? finished eating chips.
068. Drinking? finished drinking tea. need moaaarrrr
069. I'm about to? Philosophy ISU god why am I so lazy
070. Listening to? "Open Your Heart", Yuki Kajiura, .hack//SIGN
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? Reel Canada. STUDY LIKE HELL. Angst about work taking up ALL MY FUCKING STUDY TIEMZ
072. Waiting for? the philosophy test I'll fail

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? maybe?
074. Want to get married? maybe?
075. Careers in mind? there may be some self loathing involved in my career choice. maybe.

WHICH IS BETTER ON A Girl?
076. Lips or eyes? Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? either
078. Romantic or spontaneous? Either
079. Nice chest or nice legs? LEGS
080. Sensitive or loud? sensitive, loud is annoying
081. Hookup or relationship? relationship
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? hesitant
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lmaooo I don't like girls, though...despite some conjecture, I'm sure.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? not seriously, just around the house for a little bit
084. Ran away from home? only when i was a little kid lolol got to the end of the driveway or something
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? no lol
086. Killed somebody? no??
087. Broken someone's heart? pffffff no
088. Been arrested? no
089. Cried when someone died? of course

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? yes
091. Miracles? haven't covered that in philosophy yet loool
092. Love at first sight? not really. That's just attraction based on physical appearance and first impressions, innit?
093. Heaven? not really
094. Santa Claus? lolno
095. Sex on the first date? um...no
096. Kiss on the first date? I...guess, depending on the circumstancs?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? no one specifically
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? work is death. DEATH. So much work. Too much work makes Erisa a crazy dullard.
099. Do you believe in God? as the cosmological, ontological and design proofs are flawed...not really
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.


Uhhhh uhhhh shit I'm lazy
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